Never mind... Read My unsaid words.

I don't want it to be like this,
I don't want to have to fight for you,
to scream for you,
give me the tender kisses of yesterday,
where the you,
the me,
the us of our being was so large it scared us.

I knew I should have fought,
screamed, beat My fists on your iron resolve.
Anything but let you walk away,
leave me,
abandon me.
Selfish as it sounds I love you.
I ache for you.
full of I statements,
I,
shouldnt have let you go.

We changed, you said,
You changed me, was what you said.
Of Course.
You can never say I love You, without changing,
the us of us got bigger,
got realer,
I keep thinking,
I should have cried to you,
screamed, fought for you.

But I couldn't

I saw it coming, but I didn't stop it,
I gave it to you,
because you needed it,
you thought.
now without you I ache,
and remember what I spent all those nights afraid of...
I was afraid you would run
I was afraid you would hide
I was afraid... I would ache,
I was afraid I would be right,
when my inner voice promised me.

I would regret letting you go.