Once more...I sat and doubted... loathed and scraped at myself...wondering what I was doing to myself I asked once again... what?

I lay at your feet....Lux Mundi.

alight,
Aflame my lux-mundi,
I sit beneath a wall,
keep company with,
the dark damp things,
that lurk below us all.

Away to hide in shadow,
I wash away in darkness,
feeling my purity restored,
at one with my world.

I close my eyes to the lux-mundi,
I feel the weight of the world,
The light playing dart bright patterns in my eyes,
kissing red sparks,
across my closed lids.

Are you aware of my,
lux-mundi?
Am I the only one who see's it shine?
I feel the weight of all my sins,
a blazed upon my soul.

Kiss the snowflake from my tongue,
soul to soul,
touch to touch,
bodies far apart,
my mind groping for solace,
yet always being denied.